OLA PEEPSS!!!

WAHLAH!!Good Morning and Good Afternoon and Good Night to the WWW

I feel good that I didn't neglect my blog as much as before. I feel like write anything at anytime at everywhere. Thank you God for the technology and the ability to see and hear and type. Not everyone are lucky as I do. I appreciate I give thank I grateful I serve...

I hope everyone is doing beautifully in this beautiful Thursday. I will pray for all of you to welcome the day with a grateful heart and ability to overcome the bad. Life isn't always perfect isn't it. That's called LIFE. That's how people learn. Oh ya, Election campaign kicks off in my hometown. the And people have been attacking all the politician over Facebook, Newspaper etc. Although I'm eligible to vote but I haven't register as a voter. No matter who is the next YB, I believe God has a plan for this city,province,state and beautiful country.

"Doesn't matter whether it's a white cat or a black cat. It's a good cat so long as it catches mice."

Deng XiaoPing

Good Morning,Sunshine

Another boring Wednesday. Gaaahhh

Time flies, half of the semester just gone like a snap on the fingers. Isn't that too fast?and I'm still not ready for the final exam.How could this be?God,can you please pause a while,is there a possibility the world can stop turning a while?It's will be good if you are able to do this.I'm having 2 mid sem exams on this Saturday and coming Monday.And I haven't prepare for MGMT's exam.Oh I need lot of blessing and hard working.Please make this happens.Enough for Uni's post,it makes me more stress by thinking it.

Japan had hits by the natural disaster,8.7-7.4-6.8 Magnitude Earthquake and uncountable Tsunami warnings.My heart is trembling.By reading all the news from internet/newspaper,the urge of being one of the volunteer by helping all the victims are so strong.The death roll has increase to >10,000 people.This is totally insane and unbelievable.Life is so fragile,you can just die in a minute.So,appreciate what you have now.

DrumRoll My 23rd birthday is around the corner.Mum and Aunt are coming before the birthday.Okay Mum did not arrange this in purpose,coincidence i should say.Nevertheless,I'm still happy.Birthday for me it's not only a celebration,but it's a day to reward my mum,because she went to the labour pain and gave birth to me aka this little monster.There were tear and blood behind the celebration.So,I was thinking to bring everyone for dinner.Or maybe I should cook emmmm!!Oh well.Will think again.

错的人

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能

Beautiful Song

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help out everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

Chorus
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again, with my fate again
Cause I can't go back and endure this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

Chorus
What can you do when you're good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Coz my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to
Get it right?

Bridge
So I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
I'll send down a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

Chorus
What can you do when you're good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down?
My best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take? Oooh
How many times will it take for me
To get it right, to get it right?

Love will keep us alive

İzleyin:

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide

Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive

Don’t you worry
Sometimes you’ve just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I’ve found you
There’s no more emptiness inside
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do

I was standing
All alone against the worlk outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive

Inspiration post

Nothing more beautiful than a confident girl who doesn't pretend to be something she's not, down to earth, & lets no guy define who she is.

-ispeakfemale-

Loving this inspiration quote so much,i think this is one of my favourite quote so far.It's really true that how girl failed to be confident on their-self and start to imitate others which they so-called-idol.At the end,they will find out they don't even know what they want in their life,instead of copy others' lifestyle.

Frankly speaking,I'm one of the girl which has no confident in every circumstances,I don't know what I want in my future,I don't know what should I wear,what hairstyle i should go for etc etc. And I care how people look at me,if someone walk to me and tell me I look bad in that clothes,I'll freeze the clothes in the fridge like seriously.This is how bad I am.For me,by react this way,it's a failure for being a human.

By reading this quote,it's inspired me a lot.Why should I expect a guy to fall for me when I don't even know what I want for life.And expecting people lead me forever instead i'm doing that in return.So,I think it's time to change,I know ain't easy to take the first step,but i willing to take this as a challenge no matter in studies,family,friends or career.I know as long their is a will,there is a hope.

Alright,enough craping for the day.Having a really suck Saturday by spending my time at library from 1-6pm.Mum is coming to visit in a week time.I'm happy,nervous.basically,mixed feelings.God bless me,for whoever reading this,please keep me in your prayer.I really need to find myself.

Till then,

Lot of Love from Me

When I say......

Such a random time that I feel like drop something on my blog.I was being so moody recently and I hate the feeling that you don't know the reason behind being moody.What you can to do is just wait the feeling disappear.Personally,I think PMS is not the main issue cause girl having mood swing.It just...It just oh well,I can't tell at the moment.Maybe later I don't know

Uni's assignment and exam are killing me.I've endless quizzes,presentation,mid semester exam and final exam.It's not the amount of works killing me it's the stress that you have to do well in every assessments count.And I can't really sleep well.I woke up every 2 hours,just like a new mother which just gave birth to their baby and have to check their baby regularly to make sure the baby is doing all right.But me,I woke up and checked on my smartphone,rolled to another side of the bed and fell asleep once again.That's abnormal for a person doing that.I guess must be something bothering me that caused me having sleep disorder.

I hope everyone is doing well in their work and uni.Have some fun when you are young.

Till then,

xoxo

It's my month-April

It's April Fool as everyone aware of it.And I had an idea to make it more memorable,I went to cut my hair short.Whenever I'm stressed out,I always ended up done something stupid.Luckily,Sharon done a great job on styling it,so that my short hair doesn't look that awkward on me.To be honest,when Sharon took a bunch of my hair and just chop it without second thought,my heart is aching.It's seems like I had built up a relationship with my "hair" because I don't really cut it even thought I was back in Miri.Overall,I was satisfied with Sharon's hairdressing's skill.So ya,no more hairband for me.

I'll miss u dearly,long hair

*taaadaaa* New Me

Happy Bunny Year :)

It's has been a while since the last time i dropped by my blog.Happy 2011 blogger.

I am back in lala land again,I don't feel good at all.I miss my buddies so much,I wish I have a jet plane and bring all of them with me.

I just finish 2 papers,and I've nothing to do until end of this month.

I miss you darlings :( I miss our dining time,karaoke,tower,supper and more more more