Thursday, April 30, 2009

Enjoying the Silent

It's 5:41am now.Yet I'm still awake and doing my assignment which due later!First,this is not my last minute work,I finished my essay yesterday I think.But when I re-checked it just now (9 hrs before),I just realized I am out of topic.So,I have to re-write it and make sure hand in on time.
And am here enjoying the silent atmosphere,by looking at my lil bro and sis's sleeping.It was so funny.If I am not awake right now,I wouldn't have a chance to see my bro was actually kicked out his blanket and 5min after he woke up with the eyes close,and look for his blanket and sleep peacefully again.And he was actually sharing his blanket with the dog,BIBI.Because of the cold weather,then we brought Bibi into our room.But she likes to sleep on our bed instead her "house".I think I have to finish with the conclusion and have a nice sleep.hopefully..

Thursday, April 23, 2009

The 7th Anniversary of My Grandmother’s Death

It seems like just yesterday that a series of strange events occurred to me.The truth is that it’s actually been 7 years.On this day,23 April 2002,something happened to me that gave me the first awakening inkling that I may actually have psychic abilities.That the grief of this day caused me to realize this,to finally pay attention to this,is something I of course can never forget.It happened during a loss.A death.Later,I’ve often wondered why.If there was some significance to this experience,something someone was trying to tell me.It was this experience,along with the rest of the emotions one goes through when a loved one is dying,that have made my grandmother’s passing the most memorable passing that has ever happened in my family.Hence,I wish to wrote a chinese letter for her on this special day,which I assumed she can read it if I wrote in Chinese.

阿嘛,

晓慧好想念你哦!今天是你逝世7周年,时间过得真快啊!就那么转眼间7年就过去了。但是时间并没有把您从我的记忆拿掉。只有一年比一年深刻!如果我有这个机会,我好想见见您,看您过得好不好!阿嘛,我告诉您哦,每一次想到您的时候,我鼻子都酸溜溜的,好想抱抱您。想告诉你,我已不再是那个不懂事的晓慧了。我长大了。现在在悉尼大学读书。阿嘛,想象不到吧!那个笨拙的我,既然也上了大学。还有你最疼爱的杰杰也读着大学先修班,阿豪也成家立业了,娶了个好老婆,晓勤也要毕业了,也找到男朋友哦,还有阿嘛最疼最疼的大哥也做工好多年了,现在在帮助着一些迷失方向的小朋友。想回去7年前的今天,你就那么得离开我们。我还记得很清楚,因为那时候我读下午班,所以就被安排跟您一起睡,好方便照顾您。你5点早上咳了几声,但是我太眼睡了,所以就只让工人看你,但是没想到那时是我最后一次听到您的声音。6点早上,工人摇得我好大力,告诉我婆婆没有呼吸了。当时的我,呆了一下!然后三步两步去把睡梦中的爸妈叫醒。看着爸爸不能接受你走了的事实,一直告诉我你还没有走,您还没有走,当时的我,看了都伤心死了。我多么得想能把您摇醒,叫您别睡了。我还想看着你在电视前面的您,拔紫菜,好让我们配“打打面”,带着您去酒楼吃饭,看着您成功用筷子夹起蘑菇的样子(那时候的您已经很病了)。阿嘛您的一点一滴,晓慧都记得一清二楚。家里全部人都很想念您!尤其是爸爸,每当看着您的相片,都告诉我您依然还在我们的身边。虽然他没说出来,但是我知道他真的很想念您。每一年的暑假,我都会去买你喜欢的小黄花,去看看你。在你的坟前,向上帝祷告,保佑您!您在天上到看到了吗?我也正在很努力得像姑姑们学您的拿手菜,因为我想让爸妈感觉您的存在,就仿佛您还在我们的身边。

阿嘛,您是我们的支柱,凡是有您在的地方,我们都是受保护的!因为每个人都必须尊重您,所以有您做我们的靠山,什么事情都不用怕。

您是我们的开心果,您做的每一件事情,都让我们很开心,很欣慰!看着你滑稽得把脚跷起来吃饭等等。。

您是我们的榜样,看着您坚强的跟病魔打拼,因为长期躺在床上,所以导致皮肤溃烂,但是每次早上我要帮您放Plaster的时候,您忍着那个痛,从来都没抱怨过。

阿嘛,我真的好想念您。您在天上都一直在保佑着我们吧!我也会把您的故事传到下一代,让所有人知道我有一个很了不起的阿嘛!

阿嘛,我爱您!
Grandma,I love you!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Alohhahaa!!

Good Morning,everyone.I'm at the library after finish my first tut.In the morning,when my alarm rang,I was so lazy to wake up,after waking up my brother,and I started preparing American breakky for the bro and cousin and of course myself.After breakfast,both of us walked to uni which not far from our house.And now am waiting for the bro and sis for lunch again.wooohoo.And I left 1 more tut which start at 2-3pm.Then will be preparing to go home again.ain't that too fast?Yes.

Once again,GOOOD MORninggg!!

***DAM DAM DI DAM DAM DAM DI DAM DAM***
Can anyone guess what's song i am listening??hahahass

Buhbye

Sunday, April 19, 2009

21st Birthday Blast

Thank you for the wishes and blessing from my family, friends and cousin. I really had an awesome with the sister, brother and cousin. How can I don’t love u all. All of you are the most valuable present for me from the creation of God. I felt so thankful and warm because of the greetings from my parents and siblings. My daddy called me 2 days ago, and he wishes me Happy Birthday, but I told him that today is not my birthday, and u should call me again when it’s on Saturday. And guess what, he called me on the afternoon and wishing me happy 21st birthday. For those who don’t know, my daddy is a “cool cool” person, he seldom show his concern to someone eventhou he truly care of him/her. After chit-chat abit, then he pass the phone to mummy, and contrary, my mummy was singing birthday song to me through the phone, and I feel so touch, feel likes crying, because I miss them so much. And Dage, thank you for ur “DOOM… DOOM… DOOM..” birthday song from YouTube. And I bet you have put me in your prayer when you were in the youth group. Because u loves me with the way I love you. Sister and Bro and Jun, both of you gave me a lot of laughter and surprise. First, they made birthday card for me, for the sister, I am not surprise because she was expert with card-making, but for the bro and cousin, they are the person who easily lost his patient in everything, but they spent like 3-4 hrs sitting still on the chair and start cutting, glue, choosing pattern, just for me.

Beside that, I had done some research past few days about the best restaurant in Sydney, and this make me recall a Germany cuisine restaurant which I had been dining in before with the housemate. So I keep searching through Google, but I just couldn’t get the address of the restaurant. But surprise, I found one of the best Germany restaurant in Sydney at Darling Street,Balmain. Its called La Boheme.

We enjoyed our lunch there, and continuously, we went for dessert at Passion Flower,Capital Square.Non-stop eating!

After that,we went to QVB for window shopping.Last,we went back home around 630pm with BIG TUMMY!!On the way back home,there was another surprise,because we already ate 2-3 scoops of ice-cream at Passion Flower,and I told them I don't need a cake anymore,sincerely.But bro and cousin left the bus 1st which they thought I didn't notice it,they went to the taiwan bakery shop for buying me a marble cheesecake and brought back home after sis and i reached home.By that time,the weather was quite cold.How can I don't love u all.How blissful I am!!

I'll be going to church tomorrow.And I'll put every single one of you in my prayer.No matter is studies,health,life,career,relationship etc.All of you will in my prayer,no doubt!!

Sorry for the all wordy post.Will upload my birthday photos asap.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Easter Holiday

Yay!!I have 10 days of Easter Holiday.The 1st day of holiday,bro and sis went to Bondi junction for shopping.When come to shopping,there is no special time or specific place.Last,I bought an Braun epilator and Biotherm Cleanser.Biotherm Bio Cleanser come with incredible moisturize on sensitive skin.I would go for Biotherm product next time.

MASSIVE Easter Ferrero Rocher Egg Deco,Bondi Junction

Bro and I went to Fitness First yesterday.It was the 1st time after we finished our training with Ray.It really different between Do it yourself than the personal training,I found that I'm less motivate to do all the equip and doesn't sweat a lot compare with the personal training.I went for the jogging machine,cycling and 2kg of thumb bell.But...but.. I ate a plate of lamb rack with baked potatoes and Sprite for my dinner.I regretted after having my dinner....):

Oh well,its come to wonderful Tuesday again.bit of Cloudy not too cold or warm.going to continue after my Economic homework.And I heard that Miri's raining like cat and dog nowadays.Hopefully the weather will getting better.Pray Hard,guys.